Widmung: Für Lovie, obwohl sie chara deaths hasst. Und überhaupt ich sollte ihr lieber eine richtig schnulzige MSR widmen. Na ja das kommt noch:
* knuddel Spatzl *
Aber auch für Stefan Rackow der mir meine erste Bewertung für mein erstes Poem geschrieben hat. Deine Bewertung hat mich echt angespornt was längeres zu schreiben
Anmerkung: Jetzt bin ich auch mal in Kontakt mit dem Alpha-Team gekommen und die liebe XS hat mir sogleich auch noch eine Beta gemacht.
(Auf jeden Fall schaut es so aus)
* danke*
Nothing to hide
Tears run down my cheeks
They’re burning on my skin
You're not there with me
Left me alone
Alone in this dark life
You had to go into a world without pain
Now you are released
You don't deserve this
Knowing all these bad things
Having all this pain
So much pain
At the time of your death
Rage controlled me
You’re not supposed to be dead
But there’s no way to change it
I want to hug you
Like I always did
Put my arms around you
But you are not here
Yesterday, I saw your headstone again
I felt so black
Your death had to be dealt with
But there’s nothing that can deal with it, I am empty
Now you're dead and it’s my fault
I should have looked after you
I want to ask you for forgiveness
But there’s no way
I have to make peace with myself
Tearfully
I recognize that I am badly consumed
But it won't stop my self-hatred
I don’t want to live any longer
There’s no reason to live
I had the truth
The truth was you
I can feel your cold empty body
Everytime I go to sleep
I can hear you call my name
But I can't come and help you
Every time I close my eyes
I see your icy body
You layed in my arms
Calling your Name
Didn’t bring you back
You were covered all over with hoarfrost
Didn’t breathe
Why did you leave me, Dana?
There’s no way to leave
This painful nightmare
Everyday I wish I would wake up
I wish you were there,
Lying next to me
I wish I could feel your warm breath
Your warm body
And your head on my Shoulders
I lost everything when I lost you
There’s nothing to hide
I can’t stand this any longer
I have to leave
This life
* knuddel Spatzl *
Aber auch für Stefan Rackow der mir meine erste Bewertung für mein erstes Poem geschrieben hat. Deine Bewertung hat mich echt angespornt was längeres zu schreiben
Anmerkung: Jetzt bin ich auch mal in Kontakt mit dem Alpha-Team gekommen und die liebe XS hat mir sogleich auch noch eine Beta gemacht.
(Auf jeden Fall schaut es so aus)
* danke*
Nothing to hide
Tears run down my cheeks
They’re burning on my skin
You're not there with me
Left me alone
Alone in this dark life
You had to go into a world without pain
Now you are released
You don't deserve this
Knowing all these bad things
Having all this pain
So much pain
At the time of your death
Rage controlled me
You’re not supposed to be dead
But there’s no way to change it
I want to hug you
Like I always did
Put my arms around you
But you are not here
Yesterday, I saw your headstone again
I felt so black
Your death had to be dealt with
But there’s nothing that can deal with it, I am empty
Now you're dead and it’s my fault
I should have looked after you
I want to ask you for forgiveness
But there’s no way
I have to make peace with myself
Tearfully
I recognize that I am badly consumed
But it won't stop my self-hatred
I don’t want to live any longer
There’s no reason to live
I had the truth
The truth was you
I can feel your cold empty body
Everytime I go to sleep
I can hear you call my name
But I can't come and help you
Every time I close my eyes
I see your icy body
You layed in my arms
Calling your Name
Didn’t bring you back
You were covered all over with hoarfrost
Didn’t breathe
Why did you leave me, Dana?
There’s no way to leave
This painful nightmare
Everyday I wish I would wake up
I wish you were there,
Lying next to me
I wish I could feel your warm breath
Your warm body
And your head on my Shoulders
I lost everything when I lost you
There’s nothing to hide
I can’t stand this any longer
I have to leave
This life
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